All alone in my room, think of you at a rate that is truly alarming // I keep looping my memories of you in my head, I pretend that you want me // And I fall asleep, and dream of alternate realities // And I put myself at ease by pretending that she still loves me.

“Can’t Stop” by Maroon 5 (from the album It Won’t Be Soon Before Long)

Of the body’s six hundred muscles, the hardest to keep in shape is the heart.

Doogie Howser’s Personal Journal, November 17, 1990. (episode “Nautilus for Naught”)

  • Ando: Hiro, there are twelve and a half million people in this city. Not one of them can bend space and time. Why do you want to be different?!
  • Hiro: Why do you want to be the same?
  • Ando: Because that’s what I am. The same.
  • Hiro: It’s what we all are. Homogenous. Yogurt.
  • Ando: Huh? Yogurt?

don’t want to be the same (Heroes episode: “Genesis”)

I remember the times when I was the “karen” (short for “kaladkaren”) of the group. at least during that time, I am enjoying the company and the place.

recently I can still be a reluctant karen with a different group. but this time, I am just there.

getting the clutter out

I am re-organizing things around me right now… including all my blogs. Right now, I am moving all my “wala lang” posts and short notes to another blog.